ESCAPE

I dunno wat exactly happened to me.
i cannot focus on my revision.
i hd gave up somethings that no longer belong to me.
im tired.
i thought that i could escape from this kind of feeling.
but
i cant.
i cant controlled.
everything getting down.
a lot of question marks in my heart.
tear dropped in the end.
im still a coward.
i have too many feelings inside that i'm not letting outI've had a rough month.
But then reflecting back,i've had a rough year.I'm not being melodramatic here,i have true fact.
I don't really know how to solve the problem and i'm tired of struggle with it.

home

i get my hopes up,
and I watch them fall everytime...
my small little dream,
was burnt at that moment...
i didnt blame anyone..anyhow..anywhere...i just blame myself..
or maybe im only left with used-to-be..
totally in despair.indeed.
but was always fascinating to see chilren's smile even in such circumstances as these probably live.
one smile can erase ur sorrows...
one smile can give you hope...
and when they are children,its something special..
lets keep smiling:)

我很想念你们 那你们呢

我们都寂寞 Eason

赶着下班的计程车
一啸而过
下班后不想回家的我
谁要理我
很多年之前我问
买醉的时候你认识我
最后还一起生活
为怕寂寞我们做了很多
最没空寂寞
偶遇你之后我说
可是我 不知道想要甚么
不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞

迎面一个老尼姑走过
把路灯看破
有你在家里苦等的我
难道比她幸福得多
现在不想下班的我
我恨我 我不知道想要甚么
我不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞

走过马路的我说
一个人寂寞 两个人寂寞

可能我 我不知道拥有甚么
而我 又缺少甚么
我害怕甚么 怕甚么
我不知道爱算甚么
而我 又算甚么 我们都寂寞

13oct 2010

大水来了
我变成一尾鱼
却是一条即将溺死的鱼